Two days, no where near ready

Well, my main regret, besides being completely devoid of useful thought, is that I missed rehearsal time that we really need, for a show we are not ready for, that opens in two days. It will be all I do tomorrow, but...I don't know. Timing was bad. I don't even know if I got the full monologue out or if I missed half of it (audition.) I know what he's asking for (show), but it's not even that as an actress I can't let go of control, I can't seem to do it at all, except, sometime with music. I'll have to start there, I guess, and work backwards. Crap.