I must've been asleep at some point. I was suddenly aware of the sound of bird song, a robin, loudest, singing (which I realize I haven't heard in ages, the ones I've heard recently were chirping) and a quieter bird that has stopped. The dog was staring at my face.
Outside it was still dark, quiet, aside from the bird. The full moon dropping down over a pair of cedar trees to the west, in a clear sky. A light drifting silently southward, an airplane. The communication towers blinking red in the distance, and street lamps sending light toward the ground below from where I am looking.
The cat is sitting staring at me from the end of the bed. I have a brief dashed hope that it is a weekend, but somehow that doesn't jibe, and I decide it must be Tuesday (?) I really haven't been getting much sleep...it is actually Saturday. I want to sleep more now that the dog is no longer shoving me over the edge of the bed. The cat smacks my arm: they are ready to be up.
I follow them downstairs, let the dog out. Let him in, go back upstairs to try to sleep a little more and I close the door on them (I can hear them on the other side) and establish only my second boundary in over a week. (My first was last night, when I kenneled the dog so that I could actually cook and eat something.) When I'm here, they are both pretty much joined at the hip to me. The only time alone I've had is in the bathroom.
I enjoy their company. But I might as well learn to have some boundaries. Funny that it took a dog to teach me that.
I hope they don't tear up the house.
Saturday, March 31, 2018
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