Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Now it is raining

I feel like a gate just opened.  All these things that had been said or thought, conversations I've had, things that have been in a holding pattern, that I didn't expect to actually go anywhere, are coming to fruition, for better or worse.  It's both cool, and overwhelming; I'm happy and scared at the same time.  I'm trying to let it be and not push back (which is my tendency.)  I need to clear my head.  I don't know how many of these to follow, or which ones.  But things feel like they want to change...I hope I have the courage to let them.

Some of those need to start being about performing, for me.  I need to make more of an effort and follow-up on things.

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