Friday

The noise of the traffic is increasing. Still have headache but have to get up and go to class and work: we will shoot the video today. Hope we get the finalized scripts back beforehand. At least we have three hours in the room.  I should be more kind. I've been allowing my stress levels to let me be more vicious than I would normally be.

"You don't need to defend your choices, but if you feel compelled to do so, be careful not to devalue the choices of others in the process."  Just saw this somewhere. Ouch. I apologize for my previous viciousness, there is no good excuse for it.

Need to find a jelly donut for the video, seem to be in short supply. Might have to go with a chili dog.  It'll be such a relief when this project is finished.

Later. Well, we know what we don't know, which is a good start.  And we know how to work the camera. Definitely need the wireless mics for the other two, apparently, I talk loud now, must be all the acting classes. Will re-shoot on Tuesday or Wednesday. At least I don't have to eat the hot dog and donut again, combination a bit...nasty. That shot was good enough...still feeling a bit of the food poisoning:)  I'm gonna see if I can fit any film festival films in this weekend. I was holding out for a free ticket (they're out there. I've always managed to find one or a few in past years, Starbuck's used to give out vouchers, but they didn't this year, and I've randomly been emailed them as well) but I think I'll have to just fork out the dough for them, then I can see what I want, too.  Hyvää viikonloppua!

Daily reminders to let go.  Daily reminders that I have not.